Rapture of the Deep...

I was a diver then.
I wasn’t diving underwater, but under the waves of blood and body fluids. It gave me a glorious feeling to be relaxing out there, doing upside down and round about tricks. Where else, but my mom’s womb?
Mom, it was fantastic. You gave me a warm and cozy place to stay and enjoy.
I was all excited and I was waiting to come out into this world and have a look at you and dad who gave me the most precious gift – life.
But wait…am I hearing something?
It was you talking to my dad.
Mom: But you said you will marry me!
Dad: Yeah, but I’m helpless. My parents want me to marry another girl. The date is fixed. I’m sorry!
Argument, discussions, mom crying, hurling abuses at each other, went on for sometime.
I was shell shocked.
“Please don’t go, dad! Don’t leave mom and me! I wanna see you!”
I cried my heart out. But my dad doesn’t seem to hear me.
Mom: But I am bearing your child!
Dad: How do I know its mine?
I heard his retreating footsteps. He left forever..
“Mom, don’t cry. I am here for you. Just wait for a few months and I will stay close to your heart!”
My screams fell on deaf ears.
She started cursing me.
“To hell with you! To hell with you!” She screamed hysterically. She thumped on her tummy and gave me pain
“Mom, I love you! Don’t do this to me! I love you, mom!”
A few days pass by.
I started hearing voices again.
Mom: I want to abort this baby!
I could hear my mom talking to someone..
“It’s too late, dear. Nothing can be done at this stage. “
Thank you, dear doc, for saving my life!
Otherwise, I wouldn’t be writing my diary now.
Mom, you brought me into this world but threw me in the dust bin.
But I still love you, mom.
“Darling, come and eat your breakfast!”
My special mom is calling me…
She adopted me and gave me the blanket of love, tis a beautiful world, no doubt,
But mom, you gave me life, and shelter inside you,And the rapture of the deep remains....

Heart n Soul - short story

Bus driver says :
Yesterday was a bad day for me. I had stopped the bus for a few moments at the bus stop near a school.
I am always a bit extra careful when nearing school zones because the children tend to be playful and at the same time, wrong or right, we, are blamed for any road mishap. But yesterday, perhaps, I lost my concentration a little.
A ten year old child got down from the bus and walked in front of the bus in order to cross the road. I started the bus and brushed the child a little, not knowing that the child would not have walked past. The boy lost his balance but managed to get up fast. He ran towards his school fearing that commotion would prevail if he remains behind. The passengers in the bus mumbled that I was careless. Ignoring their remarks, I moved ahead.
This incident stuck to my head the whole day, and the sulky mood continued even as I walked towards home in the evening. I felt that a drink or two would calm down my nerves.
Wife says:
He was drunk! When wasn’t he? Perhaps when he is on duty, he is a bit sane. But otherwise I have only heard him give a long, slurring speech when he reaches home. He even turns violent sometimes, when he is in a sulking mood; he would even throw the plate of food in anger. His anger tantrums are worse when he takes the plate and hits me on my face. Till today, I escaped unhurt. But who can prevent fate?
I could sense his violent mood today in the manner in which he threw his chappals out and came inside. His curses and abuses cross limits when he is drunk and that was what he was doing even today.
I noticed him giving money to my son to go to the liquor shop and buy him drinks. Which mother would tolerate a father corrupting his own son? I told my son not to go and also admonished the father for asking his own son to buy these drinks for him. This man! Would he ever learn? I took back the money from my son.
There was an eerie silence for a moment, like a lull before a storm. He then squatted on the floor without uttering even a word. I placed a plate and a glass of water in front of him. Then I took the hot food from the stove and served him. He looked down at the food and with a swift movement of his hand, lifted the stainless steel plate and hit me on the forehead.
I screamed in pain and within seconds, blood was flowing from my forehead. My son, had left for the shop long back, even before his father sat down to eat food. I tied a towel around my head, cleaned the floor, and sat in a corner. I don’t know when I fell asleep. When I woke up, I could still feel the pain, and blood was oozing. I felt giddy and confused.
Son says:
My father is a horrible man. I dread him at times, and sometimes I even feel like murdering him and go to jail. It is all because I have never seen my mother happy anytime. My dream is to work hard, become rich, and keep her happy.
Yesterday, this man, my father, came home fully drunk and wanted me to go to the liquor shop and buy drinks again. I looked at my mom helplessly. She snatched the money from me and asked me not to go. But I knew that she was the one who will have to bear his anger tantrums. I did not heed her. I took the money and ran to the shop. Once this man drinks, he will be in his own world and not disturb my mom.
I came back with the drinks. My father was mumbling and told me that he desired to hit my mom in front of the bus just like he did that day and wished that she died. It was his usual ramblings, but it was worse that day. Perhaps something happened when he was on duty.
I saw my mom lying in one corner with a towel around her head. She must be having a headache, poor thing! I thought, only to realize that she has been bleeding the whole night and was unconscious. By the time I got up, father left for duty. I called my neighbour for help and he immediately called an ambulance.
Ambulance driver says :
It was the first call in the morning and I had to rush to the spot even without having my cup of coffee. I noticed that the woman’s condition was serious. The doctor who came with me tested her and gave her the first aid. But her condition was so serious that her chances of survival were less.
Her son was full of tears and kept on ranting that it was his entire fault that he did not realize about her condition earlier. I calmed him down, brought her in a stretcher, asked him to get in and closed the rear door. The rear door did not close properly. I slammed the door again. I had no time to waste. She is a mother of a child and she needs to be saved. Who knows? God might be kind to her and save her life.
Damn these drunkards, I said to myself and took off in a good speed. I turned on the siren and my aim and concentration was to alert the traffic to show signs of humanity and consideration to the injured lady and give way to my vehicle. The traffic was very heavy and there was no space for my vehicle to move on fast. If at all there was a little space, some other vehicle raced past and occupied the space.
Now what am I to do? We were almost nearing the hospital. . I could ask them to move her to the hospital manually. Even while I was thinking what to do next, a bus raced past and stopped in front of my vehicle. These bus drivers love to bully the relatively smaller vehicles, don’t they?
Son says:
While I am sitting and watching my mom breathing fast, I was praying to God to save her life. Let God take my life and give back her life. My father must have hit her when I had gone to the shop. Why did I not look at her then? Oh God, please do not leave me with this guilt of a lifetime. I keep on raving and ranting to myself and praying.
The ambulance driver is doing his best to move her to the hospital. But the traffic is heavy and the siren is not as effective as it should be. People seem to be in a hurry to reach their destination. Who is worried about someone else’s life, when he or she is not that close? The ambulance driver slams the brake.
There is a bus in front of the vehicle. When will the ambulance move? My heart is pounding and I am getting restless. I have to contact my father as soon as I get her admitted. Will he be sane enough to respond, he knew not.
It looks as if it is taking a long time to reach the hospital. There are lot of two –wheelers and cars, each one clinging to his vehicle and life, and at the same time, each one wants to prove their own strength. Is it all a matter of chance?
Bus driver says:
When I started from home, I called my wife in order to wake her up. She was fast asleep. Or was she angry? I had taken an extra dose of drink yesterday and I vaguely remember asking my son to get drinks. But what happened next?
I have a terrible headache. Got to get down somewhere for a cup of coffee and take a crocin. I feel sorry for my wife. She is the most tolerant woman on earth. Today I should go home early, take her out, and please her.
But first, I am badly in need of a cup of coffee. I decided to speed up. There were only a few passengers and my aim is to reach my destination as quick as possible. There is an ambulance in front of me. I look at the ambulance. I was not that curious to know if someone was there inside, dying. Today my first priority is to cure my headache. I cannot show consideration to some human whom I do not know, especially when I am having a problem.
I race past the ambulance and rush past the traffic and reach my destination. I rush towards the coffee shop. I am aware that I have been speeding up today. A sort of restlessness and guilt has crept into me. Did I beat my wife? Did I abuse her? What did I do to her to make her so angry? She did not even reply to me today. Not even the usual one word reply?
I am suddenly reminded of my cell phone which I have turned on to silent mode. I notice that there are many missed calls from my son.
I call up…
Now I am rushing to the hospital….God! Please save her. I won’t drink any more.
Will my prayers be answered?

When romance blossoms..

I knew this would change everything but as I stood there transfixed, I felt helpless……
Changes are good and sometimes changes are bad. But God, I wish changes really wouldn’t come as a surprise to us, yet somehow they still do!
Well, why do these changes come and go? We are unable to accept and face negative changes but when they came in a positive way in my life, I was thrilled!
It was the time when I met my wife, my love.
It was a day of charm. Fate landed in my doorstep with what I needed most at that moment.
The feeling of love.
The doorbell rang She was my next door neighbor. I was rather surprised seeing a beautiful girl, holding a pot of rose plant with beautiful red roses, in her hands.
“Happy birthday!” She said smiling.
“Who said it’s my birthday?” I asked her in a serious tone.
“Your mom...” Her smile faded slowly and it looked as though she was frowning at me for not thankful for her birthday gift.
“Oh yeah, thanks...” I suddenly remembered to thank her and grinned, in order to make her feel easy.
I have never received flowers from anybody so far, and neither have I received any plants as gift.
Should I have reacted and said, “Oh, what lovely roses!” ? I felt sorry for missing a good opportunity to get to know her more.
I placed the pot in the balcony and went back to continue what I was doing. After she left, I continued watching TV.
Watching TV and munching snacks. These were the most enjoyable tasks I was never tired of doing. To say more of it, this irritated my father the most. Now back to my neighbour, she had a reason for gifting me the rose plant.
I had been watching her roses grow in her balcony. As I was climbing down the stairs one day, I met her. I complimented on the beautiful roses in their balcony, nodded and buzzed off. But her smiling face stuck to my mind and heart. I longed for another opportunity to talk to her.
While more roses blossomed in the plant, we became friends to the point of discussing about my job and career.
“Why not start a garden nursery? You said your father has an acre of land somewhere? You love roses. Bouquet shops have a good demand for it.” She was right.
Her idea seemed okay.
I felt happy because these were changes in my life now which were bringing more positive vibration. This, I was sure, would ward off the negative energy which my father was instilling in me till now.
My father came in and silently switched off the TV.
I stared at him.
“What are you staring at me for?”
“Go out and search for a job instead of watching TV all the time!:
I threw the plate angrily on the table and went to my room.
I switched on the computer.
Does he think getting a job is as easy as buying a vegetable? “Man, you try and you will know what I am undergoing!”
My PC took a long time to boot. I became restless and walked towards the mirror.
I combed my already combed hair. Would she ever love a ruffian?
“Ruffian!” My dad’s favorite taunting word!.
“Go have a haircut and shave!”
Doesn’t he get tired at all telling it to me again and again whenever he looks at me?
My dad thinks that jobs will be handed over in a golden platter during campus placements to all and sundry whoever passed out of college.
Now back to the pot of roses.
I proved myself and set the rose garden. Hundreds of roses started blooming wildly.
My father felt that I am “doing” something better than watching TV, munching snacks and putting on weight! And I married my sweetheart. Chnages are inevitable, and sometimes they shock us and even jolt us from our seaters.
I had just stepped into my garden nursery that day. It took me a few seconds to realize what was happening there. They were breaking the pots, destroying the rose bushes, stamping the roses – whatever harm they could do to my pets – the rose plants. This was not the right time for me to lose control of my emotions. I held back my tears.
I hated the sight of my favorite plants destroyed and ripped out! Beautiful roses strewn around – They were of such beautiful colors which would make anyone say, "Well, that’s just lovely…"
“I am a top Government official. Don’t you dare cross roads with me! We need your place for a shopping complex! Vacate the place in a month’s time or you are done!”
My rebellious attitude came to the forefront. Why should I listen to him?
However I did try to get another place for my plants. My plants were delicate darlings. They just can’t be moved as and when or how I liked. I was searching for a nice place suitable for these potted plants.
“Nooooo! Please leave them alone! I will vacate soon! I promise!” I screamed at them and begged the men to stop breaking the stems of those lovely plants.
They left.
I stood there for five minutes looking at them sadly.
My roses know how much close I was to them. It was hard work and toil all the year round. Trimming them like a meditation every single day, watering them and giving them their share of sunlight…
And now, this is a change I never expected in my life. Along with it, God knows what more I should expect! It is probably the comfort zone which makes us resist changes. I hope for revival soon.
“This too shall pass!”

The Horizon - short story

“Lalitha is back in town...”
Mohan’s mother turned back and looked at him as if she was expecting his reaction to what she said, while her hand was stirring the content in the earthen pot, with a ladle and waiting for it to overflow a bit, as was the custom. It was Pongal festival.
Mohan was back in his native place for Pongal holidays. The entire town was in jubilant and festive mood. The whole town gathered together in the temple to celebrate the festival.
As soon as his mother uttered these words, he raised his head with a quizzical and curious look...
Lalitha was his childhood playmate. They have been eating and playing together. Now what was his mother going to tell him?
But then they parted ways when Lalitha’s parents decided to send her to Chennai to work as a helper to one of their rich relatives. Lalitha was hardly fifteen when she left the town.
So much had happened in his life and he used to remember her now and then. After all, she had been his beloved companion during his childhood days.
“Her husband ran away and she is back home. She has a one year old son now...” He came back to the real world when his mother continued to talk about Lalitha.
Mohan did not reply. His mother felt that a few more words from her mouth about Laitha would only spoil the festive mood, and stopped the conversation.
The festival was over and everyone returned back home.
It was almost dark when Mohan walked towards the river bank, to enjoy the stillness there. The beauty of the twilight horizon in crimson almost made him lose his senses.
His mind wandered to a few years back when he proposed to Lalitha. Subconsciously, he has been cherishing those moments and memories. Memories are like buds which bloom at the right time but they may also hiss like snakes and come out when not needed.
“Will you marry me?” His memories went back to those unpleasant moments of his life.
Her eyes were full of tears then.
“My mother is sending me to Chennai. I am leaving in a few days. God knows when we will meet again...”
Relationship is something both have to work on. She was not exactly his dream girl, but his instinct told him that he would have a blissful married life if he marries her.
That was the last he had heard of her. At that time, he felt that he would forget her in course of time and come to terms with the fact that she won’t come back.
It had been a constant struggle for Lalitha these last few years, to escape from all those unwanted happenings. There never seemed an end to her struggles.
Her mother sent her to work, because she thought that being the third daughter, it was not time for her to get married and she could as well earn for the family and keep the family going. But her hopes were shattered when Lalitha was sent back home on pretext that she stole a silver tumbler. Lalitha’s parents then got her married to a Rangan, fifteen years older than her. But to her utter disappointment, she was treated with contempt because of his complex that she was much younger to him and also because she was astonishingly beautiful.
And now she was back with a one year old child. Her husband left her for another woman. How did he have the heart to leave her? A ravishing beauty combined with intelligence. A tinge of sadness masked her beautiful face. How much he desired to unmask her face and make her look bright and cheerful.
He sat down there, engrossed in thoughts. Then, with dejection spread all over him, he started picking up the pebbles and threw them one by one into the water. All he could hear was the splashing sound of the pebbles. Then he turned around to watch the scenes spread around him. Suddenly he felt his hairs rising when he saw a woman approaching him. Was it Lalitha? The cotton saree and the well shaped figure, her beautiful face made him think it was Lalitha. As the figure walked past him, realization dawned on him that it was just an illusion.
There was turmoil raging inside him. Why not ask her to get a divorce and marry him? She must have killed her natural feelings and desires by now. Why not rekindle them and make her happy? He also felt that his mother would definitely not object to him marrying the woman he loved. This was the right hour to support her and offer her companionship when she badly needed it.
He got up with a clear mind, with a decision to talk to his parents and then ask her to marry him.
The sun was disappearing slowly and darkness silently crept in. He walked home thinking of Lalitha. For him, at that moment, the world ceased to be

How much of money is enough?

No one would be able to answer this question.
A rich man wants to become richer. A money junkie is always after money. He is never satisfied. Money is all that matters for him. For him, even though it is just money added to his wallet, he is addicted to money. He wants more and more of it.
But for a poor man, money is a necessity with which he has to buy even the basic necessities.
So how do we measure money?
When we compare money with our aims and ambitions, does money score a goal?
When striking a balance between importance of money, and our ambitions, our ambitions scores over money. Money is merely a tool which can be used to become successful in our aims and ambitions.
We all think that we know ourselves well, but when it comes to money, have we ever analysed ourselves?
Studies say that the mere presence of money changes human behavior. He may change for the better perhaps. He would become self-reliant and not depend on others for help. However, when we think of the worst, when he is exposed to money, he might become immune and treat the currency notes merely as pieces of papers.
When we find a 100 Re note on the road, a rich man will not mind leaving it there itself. He walks along, pretending not to notice it. A poor man will not ignore it. He will first look here and there to find the rightful owner. If he does not find one, he puts it into his wallet and walks off. What if it is a windfall? Rich or poor, a windfall is a windfall. Money makes us crazy and clouds our sane judgments.
Deepavali is a time when poojas are offered to Goddess Lakshmi, Goddess of wealth.
Money is a good resource useful for social exchanges and for making the country stable. So it should not get stored up with an individual alone. Let us get used to money and concentrate on aims and ambitions and make new goals!

The orphaned parents...

Rangan had a sleepless night and woke up early that morning. Not wanting to disturb his wife, he made his own cup of coffee, dressed up for a morning walk, tiptoed slowly towards the door and locked the door behind him.
He was now all set for the early morning walk along the Marina beach in Chennai. His other old friends would join him soon. They were a group of five old men in their early seventies.
The beautiful pavement, filled with walkers, and the green meadows around, refreshed him and gave him vigour and health for the day. However the best part of this walking routine was the meeting of these men in the beautiful meadow. An early morning gossip and light talks made him relax and ease out his personal stress.
That day, it was a discussion about his son and daughter-in-law.
Rangan was 35 when he got married to Geetha. Now his son Gautham who was of the same age was married to Ramya. They had a cute, little daughter. Ramya was an executive in a private company.
Now, back to Rangan.
His other friends were looking at him pitifully.
“Rangan, what has happened to you today? You don’t look as bright and cheerful as you used to be? Had a fight at home?” One of his friends asked, winking at him.
Rangan nodded his head.
“No...”
“Then what happened?”
“My son...”
“What happened to your son?”
“Nothing…. My daughter-in-law Is getting transferred to Kanpur. Gautham says he can’t take us along with him. He wants us to go to an Old Age Home...But I told him I can manage on my own. I have my deposits and savings. That will do for us both...”
“Yes. That was right. Then why should he leave you at a Home?”
“Well, they want to sell this house and buy a flat in Kanpur. They want to stabilize their assets. My daughter-in-law’s parents reside there. My daughter-in-law isn’t in favour of a housing loan...Their need for money is more than their need for us, old parents. Since her job requires transfer now and then they don’t want us with them. Should they have a valid reason once they decide to leave us in a Home?”
“What? How dare he ask you to move to a Home? Your daughter-in-law is arrogant. They must have planned together!” said a friend.
“The younger gen has become irresponsible. They are selfish. Don’t leave it, Rangan. Tell your daughter-in-law to resign and look after you both!”
“I asked her to resign but my son says she has worked a lot for her promotion and if she stays at home, she will become mad!”
‘Atrocious!”
The heated discussion went on for sometime and the old men finally concluded that Rangan’s state was pitiable. They rubbed their hands and wiped off the sand, and walked towards their cars and two-wheelers, happy and satisfied that they have discussed something very relevant that morning.
Rangan walked slowly towards his house. His thoughts raced back to the incident which happened ten days before.
It was a call from his brother’s wife Sukanya. She was a widower now. It was more than a year since Rangan’s brother died. Rangan’s mother, a 95 year old lady, was with Rangan’s brother and sister-in-law.
He wondered why Sukanya had to call so early that morning.
“I am going on a pilgrimage tour with my neighbours next week. Can I leave amma with you for a few days? “ Sukanya asked him.
“Look, Sukanya, you know Geetha is not well and can’t take care of amma. Let’s leave her at a Home for sometime. You can come and pick her up as soon as you return from the tour!”
With this stern reply, he had cut the call that day.
There was no contact or call from Sukanya for some days.
But one fine day, he was surprised to see his nephew at the door of his house carrying his 95 year old mother.
‘Look, uncle, it wasn’t so nice of you to say that we should leave her at a Home. When her son is alive, healthy and wealthy, why should she go elsewhere?”
Without expecting a reply, he dumped the old woman in Rangan’s house and went away.
Rangan’s mind was set in not having his mother at home, because it would spell trouble for him. Geetha would never ever dream of having her mother-in-law with her. So the 95 year old woman was immediately transferred to a Home nearby.
He had forgotten this incident by now. The jolt of the car near him, and the curse of the driver brought him back to this world again.
He decided to bring back his mother home.

Kolam



“How long will it take for you to draw a simple kolam*? Come soon. There is a lot of work to be done!”
Ranganayaki could hear her mother scream from inside the kitchen.
It was the month of Margazhi, a tamil month in which South Indian women exhibited their artistic and creative talent in the entrance or threshold of their houses. It was more like a “Kolam” competition. If one was a habituated walker in a by-lane or a street at dawn, one can observe the colourful designs of butterflies, swans, flowers and what-not.
Ranganayaki was good at drawing those dotted kolams. She got up early in the morning much before sunrise. She brought some cow dung and mixed it with water and made a paste. Then she swept the threshold of the house with broom and smeared the cow dung paste on the ground.
Her hand and her creative mind were doing all the work. At the same time her eyes were on the young man who was singing along with her father in the hall of her house. Sundaresan came at this time daily to learn music from her father.
Sundaresan was handsome and had all the qualities a woman would ask for. As he started singing, the whole house vibrated with his wonderful voice. By nature, Ranganayaki loved music and so she was smitten by his voice.
With the rice-flour in her hand, she stopped drawing the kolam and stood stupefied hearing him sing. Then with a sudden jerk, she came back to this world and continued to draw the kolam. She took the rice flour in her left hand, bent down and placed the dots casually and fast. She concentrated on connecting the dots and making a design out of it. The dots had to be joined in a sophisticated way to make a wonderful design. Deep concentration was essential because even if she did a single mistake, she had to wipe out that part and redraw again. Since it was all done on the wet soil, she was careful not to make a mess out of it.
At the same time, while she drew the kolam, she set a side glance at Sundaresan who was singing in the hall. She knew that he was setting his eyes on her too, while singing.
She joined the dots with the rice flour, looked at her kolam lovingly and felt immensely satisfied. Would Sunda look at her kolam today? She was eagerly waiting for him to come out.
Every day, while putting on his chappals and going out of the house, Sunda would look at it first and then look at her smiling with a slight nod of appreciation and walk away.
Was it love? Or was it a sign of only appreciation? She could not fathom. But those were the few seconds in her life which she enjoyed everyday.
The day rolled by and it was almost sunset.
She heard her parents talking.
“Sunda sent a message through his brother. He has got a new job. He won’t be coming from tomorrow...”
Ranganayaki was standing near the entrance. Her gaze slowly turned towards the kolam. Afte being tread upon the whole day, the rice flour mixed with the soil and her work of art which she had carefully done in the morning was not there.
“Ranganayaki, wake up..it is almost sunrise..”
Ranganayki woke up, took the rice flour and started drawing a new kolam..
Another day has started, but without Sundaresan to appreciate her kolam. There was no music that day. She bent down silently to place the dots with a ray of hope that he might turn up one day. The dots connected perfectly that day, rekindling her hopes and giving a feeling of joyful anticipation.
* kolam = rangoli

Who is in?

The interview was over.
The Managing Director Mr. Girinath invited the two selected candidates for a cup of coffee at his house the next morning.
That was the final round.Girinath was to select one out of the two as his Manager.
Arun or Vinay.
Arun was certain he would get the job. He felt that he had answered very well during the interview.
Next morning, both Arun and Vinay arrived at the right time.
They waited in the drawing room.
Girinath came in, wished them and asked them to be seated...
They were all served biscuits and coffee.
It was an informal meet and Girinath started talking while he sipped the coffee now and then.
Vinay took his biscuits and started drinking the coffee, and was nodding his head.
Arun , out of respect, kept on holding the cup and was watching Girinath talking while giving comments now and then.
Now it was time for Girinath to tell them who was selected. Arun’s coffee was becoming cold. He wondered whether he should gulp it or keep it back on the tray.
Time was up and he could not decide about the coffee.“Vinay, you are selected as my Manager. Congrats!” Girinath shook his hands and turned towards Arun.
“Arun, you could not give me company even for a cup of coffee! Should you not have finished your coffee by now, while we talked? How would you support me in my endeavors? I am sorry!”

Fear of the unknown - short story

"I didn't dare look over my shoulder. I knew if I did, it would all be over."
“I love life and I want to live!” John was muttering to himself repeatedly.
John was narrating to his friend Sheetal what happened the day before. John still looked dazed and was in shock.
It was a pleasant Sunday morning. Nancy loved that place on the cliff top. John and Nancy went on a picnic that day because John felt it was the right spot to express his love to Nancy. It was a place which she loved most.
Nancy and John worked in the same office. They had been dating for three months and it was Nancy who first declared that she loved John.
John was in cloud nine when he heard Nancy say that she loved him.
He decided to take her out on Sunday because he felt that it was time to accept her love and propose to her. He did not want to make her wait and give her a suspense.
John and Nancy reached the hill top and rested for a while. After a light snack and hot tea, Nancy took out her camera and started taking pictures of the scenic beauty around her.
John was fully enjoying nature. He walked slowly towards the edge of the cliff.

He was almost at the end of the cliff. He looked down. A gush of wind brushed his face and he raised his hand and felt the force of the wind.?

He suddenly felt a deep hatred to this place. People jumped. Why? Because they were stupid.
“Johnnnn!”
When Nancy called him, there seemed to be an echo. No one else was around.
“Turn back, and stay still, John! I want to take a snap of you. But be careful. Ok?”
John turned around and looked at Nancy.
He placed his steps carefully.
He loved the challenge, but there was some kind of fear.
What if he fell down? Would he die in a second? Or would he have the chance to look at a new world which the scientists have yet to discover? It made him feel that people are so small but yet they think big.
He closed his eyes for a moment thinking of what was over his shoulders.
Should he turn back, he would dive into the unknown world, deep down, and become a skeleton.
“Come on, say cheeeese! “ Nancy told him.
“Cheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeese!” He said while his jaws shook. He was scared stiff. But
he did not show out his jitters.
It looked as though time froze for a second.He felt a chill running through his spine. He was amazed and at the same time afraid. Is this what is called “fear of the unknown?”

“Come on, say cheeeese! “ Nancy told him.
“Cheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeese!” He said while his jaws shook. He was scared stiff.
“Come on, say cheeeese! “ Nancy told him.
“John, come on, open your eyes, and say cheese!” Nancy almost screamed. The echo was loud and clear.
“Click!”
He made a few, hasty steps forward. It was a great sense of relief.
He wanted to live. Life is valuable. He wanted to love, have a family, be more and more happy, enjoy every moment of his life till he lived.

He had learnt a lesson of life that day.
He started laughing loudly as he raced towards her, hugged her and planted a kiss on her forehead.
With a happy jolt , thanking God that he is alive,, John came back to this world again. He shrugged his shoulders as if he wanted to forget the unknown world for the time being and looked at Sheetal.
“Well, Sheetal, aint life worth living?”


A repost of the short story posted in Sulekha.com on 30th July. The starting line was given by Sulekha.com to form a story.

A stubborn conversationalist!

Knock. Knock.
Mrs. and Mr. R were standing at the entrance door waiting for me to say a hello to them.
My husband S raised his voice from behind me.
“Hey R, welcome! P, meet Mrs.and Mr. R. R joined office yesterday!”
“Welcome, please come in!”
I directed them to the sofa and they sat down on the edge. It was a hesitation on seeing strangers.
“I will be back in a jiffy!” My husband went inside, put on his pant and shirt, and told me,
“P! R and I are going out for 10 minutes. Keep talking to Mrs. R!”
‘Ok!”
R and S left..
I decided to be the conversation starter. Judging by her face that she might be a shy woman, I decided to make her feel comfortable.
“Would like to have a coffee or a tea?”
She nodded her head meaning no, thank you.
“How about having a cool drink?”
She nodded her head again. There was nothing more to offer, obviously because I was not prepared enough to make a breakfast for them.
So I switched on to our favourite ‘weather” topic.
“So how is Chennai?”
“Not bad…” she dragged.
“It’s so hot and sultry…”
“Yeah”
“The heat is unbearable. How is it in Bombay?”
“Not this much..”
“Cooler than Chennai?”
“Yeah!”
“Here the heat is unbearable!”
“Yeah!”
There was nothing more coming from her.
Should I drag the weather topic or should I change it? I was confident that I can still hold on. So I decided to continue.
“Hope it rains!”
“Yeah..”
“It’s raining cats and dogs in Cochin!”
She looked at me as if it was news for her.
“Shall I switch on the TV?”
She nodded her head slowly as if to say yes.
I switched on the TV.
She seemed disinterested and looked around here and there.
There was nothing interesting in the TV.
She looked at a painting on the wall.
“My aunty gifted it to me..”
“Who asked you?” Probably she thought of asking me, but she ignored what I said.
Oh my, Sand R! Please come soon.
I have exhausted all the topics!
If S and R showed signs of delaying, I would surely go for the family albums.
But there was one final arrow left.
“Do you have kids?”
She brightened up.
“How many?”
“Two! A son and a daugthter!”
She was beaming. Now I knew I have caught hold of a topic of interest.
I switched on to my next question.
“How do you manage these kids? Kids are darn mischievous these days.! Not like our generation! Gosh!”
That was enough! She started talking about her kids and she went on and on. I relaxed and leaned on the sofa. All I have to do now is only listen to her!
Knock. Knock.
I went and opened the door.
S and R.
“P, did u talk with her? Mrs. R, were you comfortable?”
‘Yeah!” she said and nodded her head.
R looked silently at her. He knew there was something waiting for him at home for leaving her with a stranger and going out!
Posted in Sulekha.com on 16 Jun 07